I am a good person March 09, 2005

The voice says:
You're a really good person.
The voice says:
I don't think I've ever told you.
Mmhmm.
Jessica says:
ha... am I really?
The voice says:
You are.
I hope more people will notice it as you go on.
Jessica says:
*Blush* I hope so too. Thank you for saying that...
The voice says:
Well, thank you even more for giving me a reason to say it.
Sleep well.
Jessica says:
:) sweet dreams...


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Someone who I didn't really think was a friend of mine or anything said that to me tonight. And it made me feel so happy. Thats exactly what I needed. Hearing your friends tell you that you are loved and a good person doesn't seem like a big deal. It's a great thing to hear, but it just doesn't reach me. But when someone I rarely talk to says it (and thats the entire conversation we had too... thats all that was said)... it really hits me right in the core.

Maybe I am loved. And maybe I just need to stop doubting myself and move on with it all. Because everything will turn out alright in the end. I will be happy. It's going to be hard, but I will get there. And I need to not give up. I need to remember that. I need to remember that there will always be that one tiny little nightlight sitting off in the distance in the darkness, and I will find it eventually.

then // now