I didn't make it in to St. Olaf at all. I found out last week while in Flordia. And it didn't bother me at all. I didn't cry. Now I'm just worried about Gustavus, and what I'll do after that. And I certainly tried to fuck up that Gustavus deal. eh... we'll see.

What does bother me though is the fact that I have been flirting endlessly with my 14-yr-old neighbor boy who I have known forever and I used to babysit him. And I like him, and when someone even suggests it I turn so bright red you'd think I was about to combust.

And he's the one I am doing the talent show with, which I signed up for today. He's gonna play the piano and I'm going to sing. Ave Maria by Gounod. Max is very very talented musically. And he's smart. Not all that funny sometimes... but he's nice.

But it's so gross! It's like... ewwww. He's kind of like a brother to me! I don't know why I'm liking him in that sort of way. Maybe it's just a phase. Hopefully I'll get over it.

Though, come 10 years in the future, the age difference won't be quite such a big deal. hmmmmmmmm....

Yikers. :)

I'm in a good mood today for some reason. Kind of. I'm just very sarcastic I think, and sometimes that puts in a good mood. Wait until I post my final column in here that I wrote for the Magnet this week. It's complete sarcasm. But it'll work. I had nothing else. I mean, hell... we're doing a whole freaking issue on Valentine's day, and love and flowers and chocolate and that kind of crap. THe whole issue is gonna be one giant mess, so why not just add another piece to the puzzle. At least there won't be any spelling mistakes in it. :)

8am tomorrow morning, Magnet paste-up. Shall be peaceful, being that there only be like 4 of us there. And then, in the afternoon (3pm), I have training at work. Customer Service training. Sounds interesting! Maybe I'll get paid for it... I'll have to find out. Then I have tons of homework, and I work on Sunday. But not at all during the week, and I work next saturday. I'll make some extra money babysitting this week though.. 2 wonderful little girls. They're fun to be with, but they're very obnoxious sometimes and want to show me everything and I can't understand one of them when she talks, and she also likes to get naked a lot. oy vey.

Just keep thinking... money, money, money.... think about the money. NEED THE MONEY!

Oh, and to answer the burning question, Flordia was alright. I thought I'd get away from my stress at home, but it didn't happen because I brought everything that causes the stress (my parents) with me... so ya. I wish I had had a better time.

Now maybe I should get a move on my homework...

Or not. haha.