Written at 3:38 PM
I've had a fucking bad day. I hate days like that.
I don't want to whine and stuff... so I'll just say one thing that is making me cry the hardest right now...
I don't get to do the solo/ensemble contest. Another super important thing to me that I don't get to do... because I'll be in Flordia.
While many many people would like to be in Flordia at the end of January, I will actually be longing to be back in Minnesota so that I could do a stupid contest that I probably wouldn't get anything better than an excellent on anyways. I'm not good at those things, damnit. And I want to be good!
But I wanted to do a singing solo so badly, and a violin solo, and possibly even a senior ensemble for orchestra, though I'm not sure that would have worked out anyways.
Bah. I want the day to go away. I want to go to sleep again and wake up on the right side of the bed. I want a hug really bad right now....
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Written at 11:44 PM
Is it sad that I find Neil Patrick Harris (aka Doogie Howser, MD.) so incredibly hot, and I have since I was little and actually watched Doogie Howser?
Saw the epidsode of Law and Order: Criminal Intent with him in it last sunday, and he's starting to show his age a little, which saddens me. NO! My dear NPH can not grow older! That's just... blasphemy. Like Jonathon Taylor Thomas (JTT) getting older. It jsut can't happen. He'll be a kid forever. What ever happened to JTT anyways? I used to have a huge poster of him on my wall, and everyone loved him and stuff... and I haven't heard a single thing about him in so long.
Hmmm... I'm remember all the huge posters I used to have on my wall. I used to have my walls so covered that you couldn't see a bit of paint on like, 2 of the walls. I had tons of Josh Hartnett pictures right next to my bed up until 3 months ago. Oh, and an Avril Lavigne poster, and I think I even had a few Nsync posters left that I couldn't get down because they were too high up for me to reach. Linkin Park, Heath Ledger (the man is sooooo dreamy. Hot and Austrailan? What more could you ask for!), Mandy Moore, Brandy, a couple of Winnie the Pooh posters I got from the fair, Blink 182, Erik Von Detten (he's hot too... gosh), oh! And Paul Walker. Now Paul Walker is just as hot as Heath Ledger, but he's american. He doesn't have an accent. He's just a sweet surfer boy. My favorite poster that I had up for many many many years was one I had ripped from a magazine that was actually an ad, and it said "77 ways to say no to weed and still be cool", and then listed the 77 ways, of course. I would read that thing all the time. I think it helped me stay off drugs. No... I'm just kidding. haha... it didn't make a bit of difference, but it's nice to think that way. :)
I had some really horrible posters... gosh. I was such a pop princess through all of junior high school, and then a took a huge "punk rock" detour, and now I'm just in an... emo-ish, piano rock sort of phase. Have been for 2 or 3 years. punk rock and emo-ish crossed over eachother. I must thank Dashboard Confessional for my new phase though, and I do enjoy it. It is good music. Something Corporate too... thanks you guys. :) haha...
I was in a bad mood earlier, but now after finally getting that hug I wanted, and having a delicious supper of waffles and sausages, I feel a little better. And I got work out of the way for the next week and maybe a half... I didn't get scheduled AT ALL next week... which is sad. I really want money! Last week I worked 13 hours, this week I worked 6, and next week I work 0. And people like Brandon M. and Ashley H. were complaining that they have to work 20 hours this weekend alone! Gosh, imagine the money!! I would just... die if I had that much money. Stupid Cash-wise.
Ok, I'm tired now. I need to go and do egg watch... my brother's ex-girlfriend came through the store earlier and bought a huge thing of 18 eggs with her friend, and they were laughing and pointing at me and such, and I know exactly what they're going to do with those eggs because they've done it to our cars twice before already. Immature really. Why egg people you know? People I know would be the first I suspect in an egging incident. Stupid girls.
PSSSSHHH... secret! I'm thinking tomorrow night me and my brother will get her back sooooooo bad. I'm thinking eggs, mustard, vaseline, possibly saran wrap. Bad thing is that it's kind of on a main street, so we need to be reaaaaallly careful. Also, her family stays up really late. So we might just sneak out of the house at like 3 in the morning or something and go do that. I need to talk to him yet. I can't wait to do it though. She's pissing me off so bad with this crap.
Though, if we do catch her and her friend egging us and turn it into the police, it's a $25 fine for each egg. :)
Hey.... come to think of it.... I had some chocolate. Do you think that make sme happy? Maybe thats whats to blame for my current mood. Yummy Mr. Goodbar, you've been good to me even though I did complain when I noticed there were no more Krackle bars left, so I opted for you instead. MmmmmMMmmm... Chocolate.