Eric wasn't shipped off... Eric didn't get into the army. He isn't far, far away from Owatonna. That fucking sucks.

I am feeling the fear that he put in me again. I thought I'd be rid of him for my senior year... that he wouldn't anywhere near this town for the whole year. I shoud've figured the army would reject that worthless pig.

I hate sitting in front of his brother in Utopian lit. He reminds me too much of Eric.

I can't wait until I am actually rid of him. He will be one of the many reasons for me moving away from Owatonna in the future.

I'm slightly panicked about him still being here, though I shouldn't be. I mean... what is he gonna do, hunt me down and rape me? I dunno... it keeps popping into my mind though that I will most likely see him more than once this year if he is back in town with no college in his future because he has no way of paying for it this year. Or at least this semester... maybe he'll get into next semster!! That would be great.

ugh... don't want to think about him. I never want to think of him again. I wish he was gone from my life forever!