I just made the best mix cd ever... or at least, up to this point, in my own personal opinion. :) This cd has been bugging me for several days. I've been trying to download all the songs, and it just wasn't happening, so I finally gave up and just brought the cds out of my room and used them. Heres the final list:

Donnie Darko-Gary Jules- Mad World
Lifehouse- Trying
Mason Jennings- Train Leaving Gray
Beatles- Across the Universe
Iz- Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Something Corporate- Konstantine
Beatles- Let it Be
Steel Train- Helplessly Hoping
The Verve- Bittersweet Symphony
Queen- Bohemian Rhapsody
John Lennon- Imagine
Jim Croce- Time in a Bottle
George Harrison- Here Comes the Sun
John Mayer- No Such Thing
The Temptations- My Girl
Louis Armstrong- What a Wonderful World
Rufus Wainwright- Hallelujah
Coldplay- Trouble
Beatles- Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
Dave Hudson- Midnight Swimmers

A lot of them remind me of camp. Donnie Darko, the Beatles, Iz, John Mayer (Brent sang it to me and Sheila), Dave Hudson (he's actually a guy from camp... you definently wouldn't find that song on the net).

I miss camp too much. I hope I get a letter from Erin and/or Rod soon... because it'll have everyone's addresses. I didn't get anyone's information because we were supposed to be getting a letter with it. It has yet to come, and I'm scared that Erin and Rod forgot. I really want to talk to Sheila. I've already talked to Brent... a couple of times. I had the best conversation ever with him the other night on AIM. I hope it happens again. :)

And I wish I would stop liking guys that I know nothing will ever happen with! GRRR!

But other than being upset with myself for liking guys I know nothing will happen with, I'm feeling pretty swell today. It's a good day. Even though it's cloudy out, and it's bound to rain eventually, and it's kind of cold.... I just love it. The air smells like rain, and that smell is good.

I've been working so much lately.... this past week I worked 23 hours, and this upcoming week I work close to 17 hours. It'll give me a nice paycheck.... but I hate working that much. In fact, I hate working at all. I mean, it could be worse. I could be back at the Heating and Air Condition shop... getting cut on tin and screweing up everything and being in a really tense environment. The grocery store is tense sometimes... but you know. It definently could be worse. I'm just not a working person. I have always hated having to work and everything... it's too restrictive.

(And you know what comes next....) But at camp. :) At camp I don't mind working. It's not really work while at camp... it's play, while doing something that kind of sucks. Like weed whipping... I still have nasty marks on my legs from where I hit myself with it... but they remind me of walking around the lake when it was gorgeous out, and seeing some really beautiful things. :) Although, on that day, I didn't really do a lot of work. I hardly weed whipped at all, and I felt horrible when Frank said that it didn't look like anyone had come through the trail at all with a weed whipper. I knew it was all my fault, because Kris had done a wonderful job on his side of the trail. I just walked. haha.

Tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's for 2 days... gonna go school shopping for the last time. I hate that idea.... so I'm not gonna say it's for the last time anymore. Maybe she'll buy me some stuff for college, so it really isn't the last time. haha. I'm gonna bring a notebook when I go, and I'm gonna write down different things from camp... like, seperate entries for all the events I remember, and different entries for each person. Then I'll come back, and write each entry into this diary. :) It'll be nice. Hopefully I can actually get it done. I'm always saying I'll do thing sand then I never do them. I hate that.

I have yet to get senior pics done, or go on a college tour. I keep pushing my mom to get it done, and she keeps saying we'll do it soon, that she's busy. I hate that so much... gosh. Just even thinking about that brought a frown to my face. I was feeling so great before!! Must think happy thoughts!!

Oh good... :) Let it Be is on. Definently a camp reminder song. :)

Well, I'm gonna go to the outlet mall... get a new pair of sandals because I wrecked my other ones at camp, and then I'm gonna find something to fix my bracelet that I bought while at camp. :) The elastic broke, and beads went everywhere... I hope I found all the beads. :) Wasn't a cheap bracelet. For a piece of string and a couple of beads... $3. But it's so cute! :) It's got pink hearts. I think pink is my new favorite color. My sandals were pink too. :) haha.