I have to get ready for work in about 30 minutes, so I figured I'd write a little in here. :)

I did a crazy thing last night. I printed out a picture of Michael. :) It's currently sitting under my pillow, out of view from anyone in my family except for the cat. The cat knows it's there, because I showed it to him last night, and then he watched me put it under my pillow. :) I love that darn cat... haha. I just hope there never comes a time when anyone ever actually finds that picture and tells anyone else. Because it is slightly embarrassing. I think I'm just a little more than obsessed with him now. It's unhealthy!!

Got my dry socket thing repacked this morning. It didn't hurt nearly as bad as it did the first time they put it in, but it still hurt a little. It was tender from me trying to push the strip back in all of yesterday. But now I feel no pain, and there are no strings hanging out that are bothering me. I go back on Wednesday, where they'll take it out and decide if they need to put another one in there. If they do, they're gonna have to take it out by Sunday, because thats when I leave for camp for 2 weeks.

I can't wait for camp... I am so incredibly excited! I can't believe it's going to be my last year. Thats just so... final. I've been going for the past 6 years... every summer. It's gonna be weird to have that change next year. Though, hopefully, next year I'll be working there. It's a major decision... do I want to work my last summer of freedom, doing something that I know I'll love... or do I want to go a year with Star Lake and have my final summer? But then again, if you think about it... I want to be a teacher. I will always have summers off. I dunno...

I've been talking to Brent about it. Brent was the only guy in my group last year, if you remember (if you read back then. :)). I've talked to him in e-mail ever since camp ended last year, and I recently found out that he'll be going to camp with me next week, so that's got me incredibly excited. Not only can I not wait to see him agin, but it's gonna be great actually having a friend to start out with there. I've gotten to know him a ton better with e-mail than I did spending nerly every waking moment with him during 2 weeks of camp. haha. He wants to work at Star Lake too, but we both have the same issue with wether we want to work our last summer or not. So we're gonna tlak to everyone who works there when we get there and see what they think, see what they did. :) I don't have a crush on Brent anymore. He's a great guy... but it's just not there anymore. He's just a friend. One awesomely cool friend. Great. :)

Well, I saw the shrink this morning too. I told her about having had lost nearly 30 pounds, and then she suggested that we weigh me, so we did. And I'm down to 291!! So thats just a little over 9 pounds in the past month! In total, since March-ish, I have lost nearly 40 pounds. I just wnat to keep losing it though... I do't want it to stop. And I think I'm actually gonna start taking walks down to the beach every night, given good weather. I only want to go if I can see the sunset. :) So... I'm happy about the weight loss, and so is my mom. She's telling everyone she sees. But I don't like her doing that, because I'm not happy about the fact that I weight 291, and even the fact that I weighed a ton more at one point. I want to weigh a lot less before I can start actually telling people how much I actually weigh.

I'm in love with the movie tank girl. Everyone else seems to hate it, but I just love the randomness of it and the quirky little things that are in it, and Lori Petty makes an awesome Tank Girl/Rebecca. I reccomend seeing it... you'll laugh, and then feel bad that you laughed at something so stupid. :)

I rented it last week, and I have watched it at least 4 times over the weekend. :)

Lori Petty was great in In The Army Now, with Pauly Shore. I like Pauly Shore too... good guy.

Tank girl is listed under action by the way... I was suprised. I thought it was a comedy. Crazy.

Well, must be going. If I don't hurry, I shall be late for work!

How can you not love that? Maybe next layout I make will be themed Tank Girl.

Have a good day!