Excuse me for being deeply personal for a sec (I do have a right, it is my diary).... but is it unnatural for a 17yr old girl to have such huge boobs!?

Don't get me wrong... I like my boobs. They're big, they're squishy, they're warm... but they're too big sometimes. I don't like the fact that I've had these things hanging down so far since like, the 4th grade. I've been basically a 46D since the 8th grade. Now... thats not natural for sure. haha.

Being that I am a fat girl... maybe thats it. All that fat is going right to my boobs! Obviously the fat prefers the right side rather than the left, but not too much.

Ok... another thing I hate is the fact that I can't seem to find a bra that fits right. Either I have to pull the straps so tight that they kinda cut into my skin, just so that I don't look so dowdy and my boobs are where they are supposed to be, or I pop out of the bra. They are cut so weird, ya know? I just fall out of the top, and I hate that because it's so ugly, especially in the shirts I wear.

I have a strapless/clear-strap bra that I wear, but the wire is so thick, that when the bra no longer has it's holding power and starts to fall forward, it hurts like a son of a bitch because it's got all that weight pushing it into my ribs.

I wonder how much my boobs weigh...

ANYWAYS! The point is, I love them sometimes, but they are a pain the neck.

Literally... a pain in the neck. You try wearing a underwire clear-strap bra with it around your neck so that you can wear a halter top with 46D boobs, and walk around for oh... say 12 hours, and then you tell me how you feel!

And damn my right boob for being bigger than the left.

These boobs are doing absolutely nothing for me right now anyways... it's not like I have any guy who I would want to look at them or play with them or anything... so does anyone want them for the time being?

Hmmm... when will I find that guy that I want to play with them? haha...