Just a quick thought. Probably the shortest entry I will ever write...

Is it possible to be in love with someone even though you have never been romantically involved with them (in an emotional sense... not neccessarily phsyical)?

What is love? How will I know?

Am I in love with Michael? Why can't I stop thinking of him? Why do I keep picturing myself going out with him in the future, and having everything being absolutely perfect? Why does he brighten my day by simply just thinking of him... thinking of his smile, his eyes, his laugh, his voice.... why?

I'm worried this is a crush that has now gotten out of hand... after so many years. Just finally now... how strange.